Sentimento Fantasma
Claro que o sentimento seria forte,
Se ele realmente parecesse existir.
Claro que a vida seria fácil,
Se tivéssemos as respostas para todas as perguntas.
Tudo o que sinto
São cinzas no meu peito oco.
Tudo o que já senti
São memórias que guardo com saudade.
Tudo que vou sentir
É uma incógnita,
Pois quem pode realmente dizer que sente, já sentiu ou vai sentir
Um sentimento fantasma?
Douglas Ruffa
31/01/10
Teoria da Paranóia
Matando alguns,
Para salvar outros.
Destruindo sonhos,
Para salvar dignidades.
O Mal tem, por vezes maior força,
O fraco nunca teve força
E o inevitável sempre será o mais forte.
Como poderei te condenar,
Se o culpado não foste tu,
Já que a flor escolhida,
Não foi escolhida por ti,
Já que amores entrelaçados,
Nunca passarão por sua mão?
Douglas Ruffa
26/01/2010
Meu primeiro mini-poema xD
O Vale Dos Condenados
Daqui do vale dos condenados,
O mundo é diferente,
Não é feio nem bonito,
Não é bom ou ruim,
Não é certo nem errado,
Não é livre ou aprisionado,
Não tem luz nem escuridão.
A esperança de que podemos mudar prevalece,
O desejo de sermos negados enraivece
E a indiferença dos sentimentos
Enlouquece.
Douglas Ruffa
22/01/10
Field Of Innocence - Evanescence
I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now
Where has my heart gone?
An uneven trade for the real world
oh, I, I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all
I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now
Where has my heart gone?
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
oh, I, I want to go back to
Believing in everything
Iesu, Rex admirabiis
et triumphator nobilis,
dulcdu ineffabilis,
totus desiderabilis.
As the years pass by
Before my face,
As war rage before me,
I forced it out
In darkness of the storm
lies an evil,
but it's me
where has my heart gone?
an uneven trade for the real world
oh, I, I want to go back to
believing in everything
oh, where, where has my heart gone?
trapped in the eyes of a stranger
oh I, I want to go back to
believing in everything.
I still remember...
Consign To Oblivion - Epica
How can we let this happen and
Just keep our eyes closed till the end
The only thing that counts is the prosperity of today
Most important to us is that our bills get paid
Our good intentions have always been delayed
How can we let this happen and
Just keep our eyes closed till the end
When we will stand in front of heaven's gate
It will be too late!
Try to unlearn all that you've learnt,
try to listen to your heart
No, we can't understand the universe
by just using our mind
We are so afraid of all the things unknown
A must we apeease is the lust to get laid
Nothing really matters, just devouring our prey
Our good intentions have always been delayed so
Our generous acts have always come too late
How can we let this happen and
Just keep our eyes closed till the end
When we will stand in front of heaven's gate
It will be too late!
Try to unlearn all that you've learnt,
try to listen to your heart
No, we can't understand the universe
by just using our mind
We are so afraid of the things unknown
We just flee into a dream that never comes true
Low, low, low to the ground we feel safe
Low, low, low to the ground we feel brave
Oblivisci tempta quod didicisti
Open your eyes; we're not in paradise
How can't you see, this stress is killing me
Fulfill your dreams; life is not what it seems
We have captured time
so time made us all hostages without mercy
Seemingly generous fooling ourselves
Selfishly venomous time tells
Too much thinking goes at the cost of all our intuition
Our thoughts create reality
But we neglect to be!
So we're already slaves of our artificial world
We shoudn't try to control life
but listen to the laws of nature
Open your eyes; we're not in paradise
How can't you see, this stress is killing me
Fulfill your dreams; life is not what it seems
We have captured time
so time made us all hostages without mercy
Low, low, low to the ground we feel safe
Low, low, low to the ground we feel brave
We all think we're generous
But we only fool ourselves
The only thing that matters is
Our way and our vision
Selfishly we're venomous
But you know the time tells us
There is more to life than our
Higher positions, race for perfection
Better, faster
We must return to the laws of the nature
Free ourselves from madness
Goodnight, Travel Well – The Killers
The unknown distance to the gray beyond
Stares back at my grieving frame
To cast my shadow by the holy sun
My spirit moans, with a sacred pain
It's quiet now
The universe is standing still
And there's nothing I can say
There's nothing we can do now
And there's nothing I can say
There's nothing we can do now
And all that stands between the soul's release
This temporary flesh and bone
And know that it's over now
I feel my fading mind begin to roam
Every time you fall, and every time you try
Every foolish dream, and every compromise
Every word you spoke, and everything you said
Everything you left me, rambles in my head
And there's nothing I can say
There's nothing I can do now
And there's nothing I can say
There's nothing I can do now
Up above the world, so high
Everything you loved, and every time you try
Everybody's boxed in, and everybody cry
Stay, don't leave me, the stars can wait for your sign, don't signal now
There's nothing I can say
There's nothing I can do now
And there's nothing I can say
There's nothing I can do now
Goodnight, travel well
There's nothing I can say
Nothing I can do now
Goodnight, travel well
Hoodoo – Muse
Come into my life
Regress into a dream
We will hide
Build a new reality
Draw another picture
Of the life you could have had
Follow your instincts
And choose the other path
You should never be afraid
You're protected from trouble and pain
Why, Why is this a crisis in your eyes again
Taught to be
How did it come to be
Tied to a railroad
You'll have to set us free
Watch our souls fade away
Let our bodies crumble away
Don't be afraid
I will take the cold for you
And I've had recurring nightmares
That I was loved for who I am
And missed the opportunity
to be a better man
Love You To Death - Kamelot
When they met she was fifteen
Like a black rose blooming wild
And she already knew
She was gonna die
"What's tomorrow without you?
This is our last goodbye..."
She got weaker every day
As the autumn leaves flew by
Until one day she told him:
This is when I die
What was summer like for you?
She asked him with a smile
What's tomorrow without you?
He silently replied
She said:
I will always be with you
I'm the anchor of your sorrow
There's no end to what I'll do
Cause I love you
I love you to death
But the sorrow went too deep
The mountain fell too steep
And the wounds would never heal
Cause the pain of the loss
Was more than he could feel
He said:
I will always be with you
By the anchor of my sorrow
All I know or ever knew
Is I love you
I love you to death
"What's tomorrow without you?
Is this our last goodbye?"
I will always be with you
I'm the anchor of your sorrow
There's no end to what I'll do
Cause I love you...
The truth Beneath The Rose – Within Temptation
Give me strength to face the truth, the doubt within my soul
No longer I can justify the bloodshed in his name
Is it a sin to seek the truth, the truth beneath the rose?
Pray with me so I will find the gate to Heaven's door
I believed it would justify the means
It had a hold over me
Blinded to see the cruelty of the beast
It is the darker side of me
The veil of my dreams deceived all I have seen
Forgive me for what I have been
Forgive me my sins
Pray for me cause I have lost my faith in holy wars
Is paradise denied to me cause I can't take no more
Has darkness taken over me, consumed my mortal soul
All my virtues sacrificed, can Heaven be so cruel?
I believed it would justify the means
It had a hold over me
Blinded to see the cruelty of the beast
It is the darker side of me
The veil of my dreams deceived all I have seen
Forgive me for what I have been
Forgive me my sins
I'm hoping, I'm praying
I won't get lost between two worlds
For all I have seen the truth lies in between
Give me the strength to face the wrong that I have done
Now that I know the darkest side of me
How can blood be our salvation
And justify the pain that we have caused throughout the times
Will I learn what's truly sacred?
Will I redeem my soul, will truth set me free?
Blinded to see the cruelty of the beast
It is the darker side of me
The veil of my dreams deceived all I have seen
Forgive me for what I have been
Forgive me my sins
